Wednesday, July 28, 2010

TUS Chapter 21 Teaser

I climbed out of Alice’s spare bed - she was still sleeping - and woke her up, telling her I was going home. She mumbled in response, then rolled back on her stomach, burying her face in her pillow. I could have stayed a bit longer, but I really just wanted to get home, shower and go to the hospital.

I closed the door softly behind me when I entered my house. I was pretty sure Emmett was still asleep, but I didn’t know about Charlie. He’d mentioned going fishing today, so I half expected him to be gone when I got home, but his car was still in the driveway.

I moved up the stairs quietly toward my room, but nearly jumped out of my skin when Emmett threw his bedroom door open, smiling widely when he saw that he’d startled me.

“You look like you’ve seen a ghost, Sis,” he teased.

I glared at him. “Real funny, Emmett. You just scared me half to death.”

“I wasn’t trying to,” he laughed. “Why were you sneaking in, anyway?”

“I thought you were asleep,” I explained. “I didn’t want to wake you up.”

I moved around him, wanting to kick him in the leg or punch him because he stood there laughing at me. I was pushing my bedroom door open, ready to walk inside, when he spoke again.

“Don’t forget, five o’clock.”

The sounds of his heavy feet - which clearly showed there was extra pep in his step - hitting the wooden floor reverberated through the hallway, but his footing stopped short when I spun around on my heels, completely confused by what he meant, and said, “What are you talking about?”

He turned around, his forehead creased as he stared at me, apparently puzzled as to why I had no idea what he was talking about. “The concert, Bella. Remember, you’re going with Mike?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Chancing Fate Chapter 6 Teaser

Bella was fucking with my head in ways I couldn’t understand, and it was beyond frustrating because I had parts of me warring with each other over whatever the hell this was that was going on inside me now. I was rubbing all up on her face with mine, nearly kissing her because I couldn’t seem to control myself around her. I could blame my dick for that, because my dick really seemed to like her even when I didn’t, but that was affection I didn’t give anyone, and that had me twisted up inside. I didn’t do affection.

I was trying to tell myself it was simply about getting in her pants, that it wasn’t anything more than that because I didn’t give a damn about her. The thing was, I’d desired other girls before, but it had never been this intense, and I had never had to deal with feeling something other than just wanting to stick my dick in them. Maybe if I just fucked the hell out of her like I had them, conquered her in the way I needed to, I’d be able to move on and not feel so restrained by her.

The fact that she was able to affect me at all highly pissed me off. I put up walls, barricaded my emotions so I wouldn’t feel any kind of attachment to anyone. I didn’t need that shit, I didn’t need to feel for anyone again, but she was making me fucking feel. It was all these things, wrapping me up, coiling around me, and it was suffocating the hell out of me.

I hated her and wanted her at the same time. But this want, it was driving me crazy insane. I’d never wanted like this before. I wanted to use her body in ways she couldn’t even dream up, fuck the pain right out of our hearts, but for some reason I couldn’t figure out, I didn’t want to just fuck her, I wanted to consume her. She made me feel so goddamn primal that all I wanted to do was mark every part of her, inside and out, to the point that no matter how hard she tried to forget, I’d always be inside her fucking head like she was mine. Feeling any of this shit, it was not okay, and I just wanted to get away from her.

I reached Paula’s office, knocking loudly against the metal door. She had to fix this and she had to do it now, because working directly with Bella was not going to fucking happen any longer.

She opened the door, eyes narrowing as soon as she realized it was me. I was in the mood for her shit even less than normal right now, but I’d deal with it if she’d put Bella with someone else, preferably on the other side of the store where I couldn’t see her.

She chomped her gum, staring at me as if I were a fucking bug she wanted to squash.

The feeling is mutual, bitch, I thought.

I knew she hated me more than anyone else, I knew I was an asshole, but I didn’t try to hide that shit. It was who I was, who I needed to be. Paula was a kiss ass to the owners, acting all kind and like she gave a damn in their presence, but that bitch’s multiple personality came out when they weren’t around.

When she finally spoke, her tone matched her icy stare. “What do you want, Edward?”

“I got a problem I need fixed,” I said curtly.

She smiled smugly, like knowing I had a problem was the highlight of her fucking existence. “And what exactly is this problem you need fixed, Edward?”

“Bella,” I answered.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

FGB Outtake Info

TeamTUS members,

You won the #FGB auction, as you well know. The votes have been tallied as to which two chapters I'll be writing in Epov. Scenes were offered and most voted for their first kiss, as well as Chapter 19. The next highest votes went to the fireworks scene. Well, their first kiss started at the end of 17, so I decided to combine that with the fireworks, which is in Chapter 18. So that means, you'll get the end of Chapter 17 and all of 18 in Epov. You'll also get Chapter 19 in Epov.

Now, here's what you didn't know. I've decided that I'm going to write a bit of the shower scene in Epov as an extra gift for being so charitable to an amazing cause, which you will get along with the two other outtakes. That also means you'll get a glimpse of the dream that led him to waking up and looking for Bella and you'll know what he was thinking when he saw her.

I had originally said that the two outtakes wouldn't be more than 5000 words, but if they end up being more than that, I don't think you'd be opposed, would you? Lol. The shower scene in Epov will only be between 1000-5000 words.

I had also stated that I would not post these on FF'n, my blog or any other site, but I will post them on these sites ONLY if the team wants them posted at a later date. I leave that decision to the team. Majority vote decides. Sophy and I will get your answer to that through email once I've finished and given her the outtakes to send to the members.

Anyway, that's what you'll be receiving. I'll be working on them shortly, and as soon as they are finished, Sophy will send them out to you.

Lastly, I'd like to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your donations. Every dollar makes a difference, and because of your generosity, you've helped open that door a little bit wider in furthering the ability to find a cure for all children with cancer.